To Be Fearless

Well hey there Pallio’s!

Today has been pretty eventful! in both good and bad ways. I’m getting my nerd on and studying all day for a final exam tomorrow. I’ve been at it for hours. I’ve even got my glasses on:) I’m getting into character! But im going home tomorrow. I’m so excited. The sweetest thing happened today. All my boys came over to help move my stuff out. They came from Indiana, Ohio, Texas and good ole New York. They just shoowed up at my door with food and boxes. I’m not going to lie. I cried. A lot. I guess i’ve never realized how important those boys are to me, and i obviously mean a lot to them.  It took me a long to realize how much they really are involved in my life. I’ve gotten mad at them. They’ve lost a few boyfriends for me. Past boyfriends feel like they’re too much competition. honestly, if someone messes with them, they mess with me. it’s as simple as that. I may get treated as one of the guys sometimes, but then i’m also treated like im the best thing in the world. there are the trade off’s, and yes, if they say something mean, it’s a bigger blow than a girl saying something mean, but it rarely happens. So thanks to Jacob, Cory, Ben, Matthew and Adam. I’m lucky to know them, and yes. I dedicated almost a full blog to them. I decided to pop on here and tell you all about my day, but the good times are beckoning me. Time to study! YES!

“You’re the curl to my hair. the pish to my posh. the duck to my pond. the fish to my..”

“Oh shut up Jake. Get the boxes.”

that’s why i love them:)

“You take my hand and drag me head first Fearless”

What does it mean to be fearless? To be honest, I don’t know.

I don’t know what it’s like to be Fearless quite yet. Whether it’s in a friendship, in a relationship or in life in general. I don’t expect to know everything in life just yet. I don’t understand many things, and im okay with that.

But what I do know is that you guys have been so supportive for me. I may not know much, but i do know that. From the clique contest to now, you guys have been overly fantastic. And that’s why im keeping you all in my lives by this.

So by the end of this crazy road, maybe we’ll then know what it’s like to be fearless. What it’s like to have a better view of things.

Thanks for sticking with me for all this time.

We’ll what it’s like to be fearless.